Halo Effect!

After 4 years, I know the named of it. Halo effect ! Yes, that's it ! I experience it from 4 years ago until now. Although we never talk each other (Have we ever talked each other ? I think never), I always look at you. I hope that you never realise that :D

You are an admirable person. You are kind, smart, strong, friendly, flexible, and sociable. I'm so jealous of your personality. I want to be like that. I ever wish someday I can be someone special for you. In order that my dream come true, I ever made senbazuru. I wrote my wish in every paper. It is crazy, isn't ?  But, I really really realise that I'm not your type. So, what can I do ? I just can look at you whenever we meet. I never try to ask your attention. I believe that it will be useless.

Even I know the fact, there's a stupid thing I am still doing. I am still admiring yourself. Why I said that it is a stupid thing ? Because someone said that there is another side of yourself. The another side make me shocked. But, I still admire yourself. I believe that basically, you are a kind person. I always believe that. I also believe everyone can change. Depends on whenever someone can touch their heart. If you give chance to me, I will take it. Would you ?

I just hope that someday.. we can talk each other as a close friend.. sharing the story of our life, our opinion, our idea, and more. I hope.